Another Rejection

Today, I got another call of rejection, but it hurt a little more, as it was from my own company, obviously a different location. I had no hopes from it anyway, but I guess, we all have a little hope somewhere in the corner stored! Now not only other companies, even my own company is not hiring me! I know its funny, but what is not, is what is happening with me! How can someone face so many rejections from application to interviews? How can I spoil everything? 10 yrs of career, I thought I do good job, but guess no-one else feels that! Feels like I have frozen with time, while the world around me to traveling with the speed of light. New guys are getting better package than me, people are shifting companies after companies, increasing their package to 3-4 times and I'm stuck! Whose fault is that? May be I stayed a little longer! May be I dnt feel like moving, May be I enjoyed my work, but so what? that doesn't give me promotion or job! 

I do not know whether anything is going to change or my life has reached its stagnation. I do not know why I want to jump, just bcoz everyone is doing it! or I just want to put on my facebook and linkedIn post. May be there is lot in me left to learn and explore, but how do I get the opportunity to prove!

Too many thoughts in my tiny little brain! I bottle breezer and it is all out. Can't keep feeling sorry for myself! May be its time I start working on myself like others. I do not know what to do next! Hope I had my Krishna guiding me to select the right path! Hope things were easy for me at once! Hope someone could pamper me for change! Hope there is sunshine after this night!